Infinity is a Far Away Place

This is the space I'll put how I'm feeling and thinking. Like a journal, only with a password, rather than a key. I'm not sure if I'll ever tell anyone about it. Maybe it will be just for me. Me and my mum who I miss more than anything else in the world...
She died on December 27th 2010. Just after Christmas and a long time after she was first diagnosed with cancer. Throughout almost my whole life I struggled with the idea that one day she wouldn't be with me and now she isn't, I'll never be the same again.
Sometimes, not very often, I think that's for the better, though. Those times I probably wont be writing/posting on this blog, though. I'll keep it for times when life doesn't feel worth living anymore...
(My philosophy has changed. Now I post hot people, too, ok?)
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